Friday, October 02, 2009 ; 1:30 pm♥
LOVE STORY ❤ ;
yest: saw my result i kind of happie n shock too.. hm.. follow by saw ppl sad blog n so does me when bac to see our sad moment part..i did realise tt i nv post much on it.. haiz.. hm so i wanted to call u to share my good news so does askin a question..bt when i told u my result it let feel lik u r not happie for me..n follow by question u dun wan ans n keep changin topics..so wat the point askin you animore.. so ended the call..
as a msg ii send u, all i want is romantic, surprises, promises tt are no fake promise.. izit veri hard for you..
the whole dae i been waiting for you to find me..seriously sae not onli yest.. i every dae, every time.. is waiting for you to cum find me..bt u nv.. as last time of you havin afternoon nap you will let me noe bt nw dun have.. ok is fine.. since you tellin me ur mum cant let u go out wat for mornin sae can fetch me after my ting..but at night you told me u cant go out..wat kind of lies you wan to tell me.. since you sae cant go out.. wat for can cum out buy me food..wat lies you wan to show me..i noe is sweet tt u buy me food..bt u cant cum out yt u dun wan.. you jus tellin me the way when you noe joanna, fully time is at hme chattin wit her..n none of time is for me,
ya finally you came over..3 hour stay you are once again bac home..den tok to you in msn.. y when we on msn you will b askin me about tt, no onli in msn aso when you are beside me..all you noe is tt.. i noe the you is not lik tt y u keep askin me tt type of ting n i sick of it n angry of it.. you hurt me deep.. i aso realise when you talkin to me or even sms we became lesser word..bt when you send others u hav lot of ting to sae.. izit havin too long relationship word became lesser.. i cry thru out.. when the time i offline.. cos i tot u offline without tellin me.. but i did offline.. yet u dun even call me.. wat reali i m to you.. so i did the call.. for 10 min call i talk the most.. but you lei? you jus lettin me listenin you background sound.. den i ask you does not you have ani ting to sae of even comment.. you sae you nid to tink.. ok fine tink.. you mayb did call me once after the ended call..but onli once.. and mornin you have eventually forget all..
ting i wan u to or expect you do.. you wont do muz gonna wait till i sae den you do..
nick do you noe tt our time are lesser you have lot ting to do, school is reopenin soon, khoow yew big dae..the time you told me..after big day you will walk off from ther bt to me i dun tink so you love it so much how will you leave..
yest i reali wanted to take dwn all the picture in the walk without ani much tinkin.. bt i nv cos i dun have the heart to take dwn..i reali tired, n scare been the third party, so does i scare tt you will still leave me one day..however i wish i go the guard to leave you..bt too bad i does not hav summor i in love wit you deeply bt tis is wat i get..you been showin me you will leave me alone one dae, you showin me most of it is you dun love me anymor..
*i noe you wont b seeing tis unless i told you so.. but wat else i can sae to..
