Wednesday, January 06, 2010 ; 11:05 pm♥
LOVE STORY ❤ ;
hm.. when school as normal.. but heard sumting tt damn hurt me.. n summore more du lan is sum idoits took my bac comb n my sectionin clips.. tt make me more angry..nvm aft school when to buy n off to cafe 2 wit larry marcus n chen xiong.. den eat.. play pool n den me larry out of the school saw sidney slack awhile n bac to larry hse wait for him tak his pant n off to go do his pant den back home sweet home...den evenin time baby end work n call .. den marcus sidney came over my hse talk n slack den.. sidney went home den baby came over n eat n slack.. n i told him sumting::
tt wat sum1 told me, havn backbones wit a S it mayb hard for the person to have birth..bt yt i have the S backbones.. i told him n i keep askin will he leave me will he still love me.. bt he answer me DUN TINK MUCH, JUS DONT LISTEN TO ANYONE WORD N KEEP TINKING BT GO FOR A CHECK UP OR ASK GODFATHER FOR HELP INSTEAD BEEN TINKIN ALL TIS..OR DONT TINK MUCH BUT NO MATTER WHAT THERE IS LOT OF TING TT WE STILL CAN SEE OR TINK TO HELP THIS PROB..or his sae is all are too sudd he duno wat to reply.. n my hope ar reali gones.. i noe his lik kids alot so do i bt do u tink i ever want tt.. my hopes tt hw u wish u wil b ther for me no matter whether can i gav birth a not bt ur face expression tell me the baby is impt den ur gf or even wife.. u kip tellin me dun tink much not to worry, u r nt me u dun noe hw it felt tt u cant even gave bath to sum1 u lik havin ur blood n my blood..
i duno, i jus wish i dun hv tis prob, i dun tis tink.. or even hw i wish i still can have baby.. bt haiz.. i jus wish u will still lovin me as the same u hv thru out.. bt i noe u wont accept if i cant gave birth to a baby of urs..i aso noe ur parent more wont wan u to b wit me at..
baby.. i noe everyday u r tired.. bt y u choose today not to call me b4 u slp.. u dun msg me as much u did durin last time night time.. y u seen tt ther is nth to sae at all.. i reali damn lot of ur care n love bt wat u tryin to giv me.. coldness.. so tt u tink i will giv up on u n left u, i wont cos i still love u as much as ur mum n dad love u.. i jus feel tt the coldness is lik 1 year plus ago.. feelin lik u got others girl.. bt i dun care.. i jus nid u love n care.. i jus wan the much love i given to u u will give me bac.. i reali nid sweet word tt u can love me..
i reali duno wat to do, is ther ani1 can help me expect i dun wan heard ani truth cos i hate truth i scare the truth..
