i m nt in the wrong at the first place.. y i feel so hurt n pain.. i realise izit i been puttin to much love for u .. n tis is wat i get.. a stranger feelin : when u have other or gt other ting to do i have been throw aside.. a hurting feelin: i put too much love n tis is wat i get.. my chest is hurting me is killin me.. i noe i love to cry bt i wish i cry is cos i happie n nt lik nw is hurting n pain cry i havin.. i been wonder lik what other ppl sae.. when u treated a person awhile hot love awhile cold love the person will noe how to treasure .. bt cos of my love put too much i duno hw to cold.. bt today i been wonderin izit i shld leavin u alone so i dun disturb u.. or i shld jus hack care u den will noe hw to treasure me..

i been so stupid.. cos i been kip missin call to u.. cos i tot u will call me ask me wat happen n y i call u.. bt u dun n u sae bye so i sae sumting hurt me to u,, bt i been callin yet u dun even wanna call bac..

do u reali tink i veri happie to stay at hme,, i m nt.. cos i been cryin n havin chest pain.. bt u i tink u shld b more happie den i m .. u so happie till kip sayin n hurtin me., bt wat else i m to u.. nth le ba..

i m reali hurt n chest pain.. i gonna leave le byebye

u asked me wanna watch movie..
i say aniting.. i sae ok..
u cal me to choose..
so i choose the vampires suck.. cos the time is jus nice.. at least night can eat or summore earli go hme study..
bt u asked me y i choose tt n not cats n dogs.. n u sae tt u tot i wanna c cats n dogs..
i both wanna c.. bt the timing is jus nice..
den u sae i talk until veri wat.. givin u attitude..
pls la i jus sae wat i wanna watch yet u still ask me y.,.u call me choose yet u lik tt sae me.. wat i did..

.. den i hang up ur call wit a bye..

yet u call me.. u scold me cheebye.. fuck.. den i spoiler.. den u hang up..

den i cal u 3 times.. all u hang up..


if u dun reali wanna talk jus sae.. ya i spoiler u lei u more spoiler.. dun wanna watch movie wit me sae la.. ask me choose yet u at ther kaobei.. is my wrong ma.. halo.. forget it la.. u dun wanna msg me nor call me.. i m fine.. watever i do u always nt happie wit.. so does.. u gt others u dun me tis gf at all.. i jus look lik a walkin past ppl nia..

hm.. i gonna get prepare for my final exam.. den follow by my attachment n attachment project.. n aso my graduation day, my creative project.. n my work.. n my car prac my birthday .. to me tis year is a veri busy year

hm.. abt my birthday lot of ting nid to done.. bt i lazy to care le.. i jus wanna make sure my birthday cakes is nice de..

hm.. y cant ani of my relative noe tt i m tryin my veri hard to b a proud ite student.. ya i noe all my cousin is in poly.. the older den me cousin all went to U.. ya me onli ite student so wat.. i wanne to prove ite student can do beta den them.. bt hu noe wat i wanna to do.. ya i m mayb stupid bt i not stupid as it is.. is jus tt i wanna anot.. ok.. i hate it when see the rest all r either express or N.a student onli me N.t student so wat.. i duno i sound hack care bt my heart is so hurt .. wat to do.. haiz..

hm.. lot of ting have to b done le la.. i nid a big change.. include mine personal attitude..

hm exam is cumin.. so gonna buck up jus to have treat by coach or ah ben susu..haha

hm.. 1 more ting.. dun forget.. i havin my car prac nw.. so soon i goin to have my PT is on 3 of nov.. wish me luck by then.. haha.. bt hope thru out i gt good intrustor tt teach me well.. include MIMI, MUIWAN.. thx the intrustor of takin care of me.. n the noe my blur n been naggin by alot of them too haha..

hm gonna go le byebye..

last of all::::::::::: baby nicholas lim cheng seng:: althought i noe i always lik to sae u and other girl.. bt i cant prevent nt sayin when ever i saw u talkin to other girl.. bt i will always kip trying de la.. n i always nagg at u wan u to b good to me.. bt i noe u reali did all ur best.. bt i still nagg.. bt i reali happie to hav u as my bf n always b ther for me.. esp the day i fall sick n ill.. thx alot.. u r the best dear.. i wish to b 4eva.. bt i scare to c the future life of us..

❥'iRene, zhuzhu, chouchou
❥'10-12-1989 "19th"

❥'lovin her bAby deeply, nv left him alone

❥'nIcholas, xiaozhu, chouchou
❥'24-03-1992 "17th"

❥'lovin his bAby deeply, nv left her alone

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