i m nt in the wrong at the first place.. y i feel so hurt n pain.. i realise izit i been puttin to much love for u .. n tis is wat i get.. a stranger feelin : when u have other or gt other ting to do i have been throw aside.. a hurting feelin: i put too much love n tis is wat i get.. my chest is hurting me is killin me.. i noe i love to cry bt i wish i cry is cos i happie n nt lik nw is hurting n pain cry i havin.. i been wonder lik what other ppl sae.. when u treated a person awhile hot love awhile cold love the person will noe how to treasure .. bt cos of my love put too much i duno hw to cold.. bt today i been wonderin izit i shld leavin u alone so i dun disturb u.. or i shld jus hack care u den will noe hw to treasure me..

i been so stupid.. cos i been kip missin call to u.. cos i tot u will call me ask me wat happen n y i call u.. bt u dun n u sae bye so i sae sumting hurt me to u,, bt i been callin yet u dun even wanna call bac..

do u reali tink i veri happie to stay at hme,, i m nt.. cos i been cryin n havin chest pain.. bt u i tink u shld b more happie den i m .. u so happie till kip sayin n hurtin me., bt wat else i m to u.. nth le ba..

i m reali hurt n chest pain.. i gonna leave le byebye

u asked me wanna watch movie..
i say aniting.. i sae ok..
u cal me to choose..
so i choose the vampires suck.. cos the time is jus nice.. at least night can eat or summore earli go hme study..
bt u asked me y i choose tt n not cats n dogs.. n u sae tt u tot i wanna c cats n dogs..
i both wanna c.. bt the timing is jus nice..
den u sae i talk until veri wat.. givin u attitude..
pls la i jus sae wat i wanna watch yet u still ask me y.,.u call me choose yet u lik tt sae me.. wat i did..

.. den i hang up ur call wit a bye..

yet u call me.. u scold me cheebye.. fuck.. den i spoiler.. den u hang up..

den i cal u 3 times.. all u hang up..


if u dun reali wanna talk jus sae.. ya i spoiler u lei u more spoiler.. dun wanna watch movie wit me sae la.. ask me choose yet u at ther kaobei.. is my wrong ma.. halo.. forget it la.. u dun wanna msg me nor call me.. i m fine.. watever i do u always nt happie wit.. so does.. u gt others u dun me tis gf at all.. i jus look lik a walkin past ppl nia..

hm.. i gonna get prepare for my final exam.. den follow by my attachment n attachment project.. n aso my graduation day, my creative project.. n my work.. n my car prac my birthday .. to me tis year is a veri busy year

hm.. abt my birthday lot of ting nid to done.. bt i lazy to care le.. i jus wanna make sure my birthday cakes is nice de..

hm.. y cant ani of my relative noe tt i m tryin my veri hard to b a proud ite student.. ya i noe all my cousin is in poly.. the older den me cousin all went to U.. ya me onli ite student so wat.. i wanne to prove ite student can do beta den them.. bt hu noe wat i wanna to do.. ya i m mayb stupid bt i not stupid as it is.. is jus tt i wanna anot.. ok.. i hate it when see the rest all r either express or N.a student onli me N.t student so wat.. i duno i sound hack care bt my heart is so hurt .. wat to do.. haiz..

hm.. lot of ting have to b done le la.. i nid a big change.. include mine personal attitude..

hm exam is cumin.. so gonna buck up jus to have treat by coach or ah ben susu..haha

hm.. 1 more ting.. dun forget.. i havin my car prac nw.. so soon i goin to have my PT is on 3 of nov.. wish me luck by then.. haha.. bt hope thru out i gt good intrustor tt teach me well.. include MIMI, MUIWAN.. thx the intrustor of takin care of me.. n the noe my blur n been naggin by alot of them too haha..

hm gonna go le byebye..

last of all::::::::::: baby nicholas lim cheng seng:: althought i noe i always lik to sae u and other girl.. bt i cant prevent nt sayin when ever i saw u talkin to other girl.. bt i will always kip trying de la.. n i always nagg at u wan u to b good to me.. bt i noe u reali did all ur best.. bt i still nagg.. bt i reali happie to hav u as my bf n always b ther for me.. esp the day i fall sick n ill.. thx alot.. u r the best dear.. i wish to b 4eva.. bt i scare to c the future life of us..

hm.. nw at sidney hse.. so sum how nth to do so update the blog ba..

hm i m so busy wit study n workin .. cos i been attach to loreal haha.. n aso busy wit my lion dance lor.. hehe

hm baby aso busy wit his study cos he wanna aim his higher nitec or poly haha

hm lion dance lastest update.. we have few new member..haha.. bt they duno wat they goin ther do.. cos they always doin nth nia.. haiz..

ok brb to update

WHAT I BEEN RECENTLY BUSY WITH...

is a ite graduate show.. we do.. in UCC..as i been the model.. haha..n my lover

sorry u gonna zoom in to see psps

hm today when to school as per normal bt today i veri werid.. haha.. cos i duno y.. cant study in rmb ting.. n bcame damn quite.. bt mayb time for me to b quiet.. hm..den back hme.. rest n slp.. tt all.. haha

❥'iRene, zhuzhu, chouchou
❥'10-12-1989 "19th"

❥'lovin her bAby deeply, nv left him alone

❥'nIcholas, xiaozhu, chouchou
❥'24-03-1992 "17th"

❥'lovin his bAby deeply, nv left her alone

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